Better

It's funny. My last post was going to be rambling about relative experiences in people's lives, but took a different direction. A life all it's own. A direction my subconscious mind apparently felt compelled to take me in. By necessity. I was indeed judging myself. And by simply typing that, the thought stuck in my head. I am now reminded that I've had this depression since my adolescent years and I've been told, for just as long, that the form I have is not incidental, it's biological. A chemical imbalance. A physical, medical issue that requires diligence and consistency- just as, say, diabetes or hypertension do. I feel much lighter already. Thanks, mind, for knowing what I needed to hear. Isn't the mind an amazing thing? Now, if only I could bring myself to listen to it closer, sooner....