Little Private Me

This whole ordeal has brought something to my attention: just how very private a person I am. It is extremely difficult for me to talk to people when I am sad or upset. I have these terribly thick walls built all around me, and very few people have ever brought them down. It's not that I don't like people, I... I simply don't know why they're there. And I don't know how to dismantle them, either. I want to, oh do I want to- if I were able to do so, I know I would be a much better friend to people, and in return, I would have much deeper friendships to enjoy. Come to think of it, I write things in this blog that I would never be able to voice to many people; perhaps this blog is a tiny step to opening myself up to others. And now I find myself in a position where I can just accept this fact as serendipitous and forget about it; or I can take it as a sign and continue to post things slightly beyond my comfort zone. Let the world see a little of the real me...